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I’m decaying. Not sustaining
Stuck in bed.
My mind is drowsy.
Negativity surrounds me.
And I’m praying that you’re staying.
But I feel the pressure building.
You’re quitting and now you’re ready to leave.
But maybe this is for the best.
Give us some time to separate and find some peace in all of this.
But then some pieces wouldn’t fit.
We’re shattered beyond repair.
Break me again.
Your contempt condemns.
Destroy a piece of me that’s irreplaceable. Take my body.
Crush it all.
Break my legs.
Watch me fall.
Sick of pretending to be unbreakable.
Give me the reason I can’t find a single word.
My mental state is bruised and beaten from looking for ways to make this work. You’ve got your demons.
I’ve got a few more than I’d like.
But that doesn’t give me a rhyme or reason to burn down everything in sight.
Every time we fight I lose another week to lack of sleep.
Keep my thoughts locked away with every promise you can’t keep.
I thought you were all that I need.
I gave my all and you just took.
And you’ve got your demons.
I’ve got a few more than I’d like.
Break me again.
Your contempt condemns.
Destroy a piece of me that’s irreplaceable. Leave me shattered on the floor.
Can’t rebuild this anymore.
Sick of pretending to be unbreakable.
I’m the unbreakable.
I’m done with trying to be unbreakable.
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Reason
03:22
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Stuck in my head.
Only feel safe in my bed.
But the anxiety is killing me.
These pills don’t help with anything.
Just want to fix all this.
Just trying to do my best without sabotaging everything.
I’m sabotaging everything.
But it’s getting harder.
Turning nightmares into dreams.
Life is the monster.
It leaves me weak at the knees.
I feel like I’m blind and there’s no good to be seen
But when I see you smile it gives me a reason to breathe.
Take these pills twice a day.
Maybe then you’ll feel OK.
Or maybe you’ll lose more of yourself.
Start to feel like someone else.
20 mg doesn’t make me who I am.
It just helps me get through the day.
Helps me numb some of the pain. Shattered glass on the floor.
Substances killing me.
I need something more.
I’m stuck in routine
I need some kind of relief
A reason to breathe
I think I finally believe.
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Bargaining
03:09
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I think I saw a ghost
I felt the cold phase through my bones
it made me feel so exposed
it felt so real. it felt like home
was it you? (was it you)
it’s been 6 years
since I heard your voice echo through my ears
this pain
can’t stop myself from feeling
this way
6 years I’m still not healing
I hope I grow to be
(please come back home to me)
the person I’m supposed to be
(I still feel you close to me)
I’m sure I saw you/
When i looked in the mirror/
I’m living for you/
Every time I feel like this is it/
I remember a time we were innocent/
And it hurts each time I think of it/
When you left it really did us in/
But I will sing for you/
I’d give anything for your help in dealing
You’re the reason why I’m feeling/
Please just bring him back home
He didn’t mean to leave me
If only he could see I know he wouldn’t want me feeling
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